Whiny

I am kind of thinking of quitting art. Which is stupid, because I can't. It's part of my spirit... but my body has such a hard time supporting it. Art hurts. Drawing hurts, sculpting hurts, even writing hurts. So when I get an idea, I'm excited. By the time I'm half way through, I'm exhausted. I have to push to get done before my body crashes, and I've been failing at that lately. When I do manage to put art up... I feel like no one sees it. No one cares.

But then I'm also sick, have a headache, and I'm in so much pain I can't even wear my engagement ring. So I just want to be whiny.